Worry but can't do anything besides crying and praying. 

Pls get well soon!

死心眼

有人告诉我，他们问过他了，有没有想过几时要交个女朋友？他说，目前没有打算，希望是在大学毕业后（也许是受他姐姐影响吧！）

老实说，说他崇洋，他其实并没有很崇洋，因为感觉他的思想好像还挺保守。哈哈！他觉得要毕业后才可以拍拖 =.= 因为他要专心读书。

说他崇洋不是没有原因的。就从我真正认识他近九个月的时间来说，发现到的是他都很喜欢外国品牌，尤其是名牌。不仅如此，我发现比起中餐，他更钟情于西餐，比如Burger, cheese cake 等西餐店。还有一点，他喜欢吃日本餐！其实更重要的是，他从华校来，不会念繁体字！很让我惊讶！=.=

好吧！我觉得自己应该算是挺死心眼的人。我真的很怕我会像中学是一样，喜欢那学长直到他有女朋友为止。

想象下，毕业后，我们都近24岁了！到时候他有了女朋友，我放弃他，去考虑其他人，也太迟了吧！

我其实很担心自己嫁不出：（ 因为长的真的很胖很丑：（

我也有自卑和情绪化的时候 ：（

Hello Summer!

Oh yeah! I am officially finished my MPharm Year 1 course! :D 

Ytd was the first day and also the last day of exam for us. If u wondering, yes we only have 1paper. We took 2modules in this sem and another module is examined by the essay/assignment. 

Well, it seems good to have only one paper but it's not that good actually. Why? We have one month++ of study week! Ok, mayb the first week was used for the lab Performa and the essay. Then we were so relax. 

For most us, we really thk Dyspepsia is a short module compared to the Bacteria and Fungal Infection. Thx god for not having BFI as ROGO. LOL. Moreover, we actually had a mid ROGO assessment before. So that's y we feel more liking to slack =.= Plus our exam is really on the last day of exam and the last few hour which is from 5-7pm (have to do tgt with the UK campus). 

Anyway, it's over now! Hello to our long long summer holidays which from June to end of September! Woohoo! 

So what's my summer plan? Hehe! Believe or not, I found a part time job in pharmacy near my house. Lol. I din pass up any CV or introductory letter to the pharmacist. I just asked if she need some sales assistant. Haha! However, I just get to work during June and July. She said she only need part-timer in this period. Still better than ntg right? I get pay, I get experience, I get new knowledge! 

Then in August I thk going to slack? Lol. Probably drama, anime, outing and books. Or mayb I will go get another job but I don't thk someone will want to a worker work for only one month -.- coz in September, I am flying to Tokyo, Japan with my MC, Boss and Cliff. Yeah! Super happy! Then after the trip wouldbe preparing for the coming intake orientation and start of year 2. 

Anyway, I thk my summer break is well planned. Lol. At least, I work, I play and I travel! A busy yet happy summer I thk! 

*P/S : Here are some photos took ytd after exam movie outing. Included also some photos that I went Pavillion with Vivian, MC and YinTeng today! :)

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I wonder why. I have no this symptom last time during SPM/PMR. I am not stress seriously! I din fell stress. I am so relax so enjoy my life. Everyday eat, swim, play, TV and also some revision. I don't see stress in my life. 

I don't understand. Getting this symptom since A-Level and for sure it comes back every exam period. So sick of it. 

*P/S : Took these photos while study ytd. Haha. Camwhore or taking photo around is a must do whenever I study coz I can't sit diam diam there to study. LOL 好动儿! 

Great life I have, awesome ppl I met

As shown in the title, I have a great life! I met awesome people in my life :D 

Appreciate and love them a lot! My klang buddies! Table partners! College chingu! And not forgetting uni sapo + siaokia. 

Last Thursday, uni gang came klang to makan makan. I am sorry coz din manage to bring them to the best bah kut teh and nicer seafood. Because best bah kut teh finish early and that day the restaurant din cook well for the dinner. I wonder why also o.O

Luckily Chong Kok Kopitiam's cheese cake din disappoint me. Lol. Next time if they are coming again I will them for the Chinese-Thai restaurant at Batu Belah! Haha. Huiling and Vivian sure like the tomyam and Thai steam fish. Lol

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Then on Saturday 18/5/2013, I went to my very first concert! It's TVXQ concert! Somemore is premium rock zone! Wow! Unbelievable I was so near to them especially U-Know! Coz U-Know kept come to our side! 

Haha! Damn happy and enjoy the concert! TVXQ daebak! Especially when they sing "Catch Me", I only can see them dancing on the iPad while watching running man! And now they are in front of me! My heart melted too during U-Know's solo part! Though his singing not as good as Chang Min but his dance is so awesome! I love honey funny bunny after this concert. Haha. Hua-chi on process! 

Really thx a lot to WeiTheng for the tickets! Not forgetting u are my first friend who sleep over at my house. Lol. 第一次，就这样给了你！LOL. Anyway, Awesome day with u! Let's go more concert together! With HuiMing too :D

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Was damn happy ytd when Huiming wanna treat me the Laduree macaroons. Coz recently they open an outlet at Singapore. She asked his bro to buy for her but too bad her bro joining a marathon something. The macaroons can't last long outside fridge. So she also have no chance to try the macaroon too. 

Nvm la. It is never too late to try the awesome food. We always have chance to try it out :) Thx btw for wanted to treat me :) appreciate!

(Using TWG's macaroon as replacement. Since both also macaroons. Lol! But TWG's quite nice also :P )

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Now talk bout my klang buddies!

I love them so much! They taught me how to sleep. They are my shopping mate, swimming mate, 诉说心事的伴, and more! Too many that I can't list out! Can't imagine life after min fly to UK! I will miss her super duper much! 

Luckily my Japan trip with the course-mates din clash with her flight date! I going to Japan from 2/9 - 12/9. Reaching malaysia around 6something in the morning on the 13/9 and her flight is on 14th! Thx god! Else I will be damn sad and regret for not sending her off though we still get to meet in UK. 

When 4ppl becomes 3... Then 2 after I leave next year... Damn sad... 

I super love them! They are always there for me! 

(Just realised that we din photo together for so long after scrolling through the photo album =.=) 

小朋友长大了！

I rmb the day he was born. I was in primary school year 2 that time. That day was the teacher's day celebration. 

Mama wake me up early in the morning to tell me that she going to hospital to give birth and asked me to take care of my siblings. 

Night time, papa brought us to hospital to visit mummy and the baby. Everything still fresh in my mind. Even the 9months time when he still in mummy's womb. 

Can't believe that he's 12y/o now. Seriously time flies! Anyway I love though I scold u more. 

我依悉记得12年前，5月的那一天晚上，在医院，第一次见到他的那一次...

转眼间的，时光飞逝，他从当初的那小婴孩，变成了今天的小恶魔，捣蛋鬼！😈

因为比他年长8岁，所以我看着他长大。

因为比他年长8岁，所以他的童年不象其他小朋友天真。

因为比他年长8岁，所以他演变成今天的小大人，为追赶我们的脚步！

我家的小朋友！是时候真正长大了！

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE DEVIL!

中二病也要谈恋爱 =.=

Yes! It's still about anime. Lol. Coz I  am watching it recently. 

This is another anime that recommend by  Cliff too. The genre is a bit different from Anohana. 

Anohana is a sad story while this is a bit of comedy. Cliff said it is super funny when he watched but it disappointed me. Maybe this is what we called 笑点不一样.  Lol. 

Anyway, at least I thk at the end there there were few meaningful sentences. 

谁说中二病难为情？

已经不想回忆，想抹去。

但那时候的自己，

真的会不见吗？

妄想自己被监视，

设定自己的角色，并演绎着。

人们有时会口吐狂言，

梦想着突然变化的世界，

想象着遥远的未来，

在大脑中描绘着不存在的大恋爱。

这是人生中永远重复着，

无止境的重复着。

悲伤、害羞、惹人怜爱，自我意识过剩的＂病＂，

称为自我的无可避免的行为。

是的，

人这一生都是有中二病。

Anohana 那朵花

很久没有看动画／动漫了。昨天下午心血来潮，打开电脑，搜索了＜那朵花＞这部动漫。

＜那朵花＞，是智培介绍我看的，他说如果你喜欢看友情、亲情等路线的故事，你绝对会喜欢这部动漫。本来想说等考试过后才看的，可是却没心情读书，就决定看这部动漫了。

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故事是环绕在6个朋友之间，也讲述青少年在面对青春期的心里矛盾。

本来很要好的6人组，在小时候组成了超平和Busters，而他们的愿望就是要维护世界和平。然而，当中一人（面码）却在六岁那年就去世了。

渐渐地，他们间的感情也疏远，上高中更不用说了。可是，十年后的这天，面码又出现在仁太面前。仁太以为是自己的幻觉，就不理面码，因为只有他看见面码。

后来，发现面码真的回来了，觉得面码是因为愿望没有达成，所以成不了佛，决定再次召集大家，完成面码的愿望（因为面码也忘记自己的愿望，她觉得只有大家在一起，才能完成那愿望）。

起初，成员里有一两位不太相信，不愿加入（因为有过些纷争，详细请看这动漫），但最后也加入了行列。也渐渐地，把他们之间的距离拉近了。

可是，他们真的是为了面码的愿望？在完成面码的愿望同时，也掺杂也自己的私人恩怨和感情。所以，他们觉得完成了面码的愿望，可面码没成佛都是因为自己存有的私念。

在彼此的良心发现，决定再一次坦荡的面对面码，摒弃私念，一心为面码达成愿望，愿她早日成佛。这时，面码的体力越来越弱了，面码也想起自己的愿望。原来愿望早在不自觉中达成，所以她正要慢慢消失。

庆幸的是，这次离开，面码终于正面的和大家道别了。那超和平Busters组合也复活了，大家又回到小时候的融洽，只是少了面码。

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这部动漫确实感人，本来说看动漫看到哭，很丢脸的，但智培说他看的时候也看到哭了。所以，我也没有很局限自己，大方地承认这部动漫让我泪流满面！

超感人的！

505

民间流传的，5月5，换政府，就看今朝了！

老实说，不是不喜欢国阵，也不是喜欢民联，只是目前他们真的不够好，不够清廉！

既然你执权了56年之久，但却无法根除些问题，反而变本加厉，更多问题的存在，那就是你的问题了！人民可是有权把你话掉！

所谓民主，就是要欣然接受那结果，而不是耍手段！我真的很鄙视你！很担心我们的未来！

但愿今天后，能有两线制，能有新闻自由。

衷心地祝福，美好的马来西亚。其实，我也很爱他！

*P/S : rarely talk bout politic even with friends but this is really making me FRUSTRATED! Hope for a better Malaysia :)

蘇打綠 sodagreen - 【小時候】

苏打绿，一支我很欣赏的乐团。

因为我本生是一个很感性的人 ，

很容易被小小的事情感动，很容易因为小小的事情而哭。

我看似很潇洒，看似坦荡，然而内心却很脆弱。

你看不见我脆弱的那一面，你看不见我哭的时候，

因为就连家人也看不见我在哭，除非，你是我非常好的朋友，或我非常地相信你。

苏打绿，郭静，梁静茹，郁可唯，丁当等，

他们唱的疗伤系情歌，绝对合我胃口：）

这首，《小时候》，虽然青峰写给爸爸的，但我听在心里，更像似我和爷爷。

爷爷，是我永远心中的痛。

小时候，爷爷是如此的疼爱我； 长大后，我却如此忤逆。

爷爷，对不起！我永远欠着你那一句，宝贵的道歉。

可笑是吧，我们可以这么轻易地向朋友说出对不起，

可是，当你真的做错了，尤其对亲人，

那一句“对不起”，

却又似百斤重似，很难得从口中吐出来。

【詞曲/吳青峰】
小時候 我們的城市像郊外
我們的腳步很輕快
那時天空很藍 心很小 路很寬

長大後 我們的存在像塵埃
我們的距離被拉開
有時相處很難 想很多 話很短

我要爬上你的肩膀
我要眺望你的遠窗
我忘了問 什麼樣的倔強
讓我們不說一句真心話

我要長成你的翅膀
我要拂去你的滄桑
我忘了說 心裡面的願望
始終是要你的肯定啊
從你溫柔眼眶 綻放

這時候 我們的心變得柔軟
放下了父子的身段
知道時間太晚 不要躲 不要散

我要爬上你的肩膀
我要眺望你的遠窗
我忘了問 什麼樣的倔強
讓我們不說一句真心的話

我要長成你的翅膀
我要拂去你的滄桑
我忘了說 當我仔細回想
腦海最珍貴的一幅畫
是你載著我 叮嚀我
要我抓牢你身旁
安心在你背後 飛翔

記憶中 我們的一切
隨著你老去的臉
成為永遠

Cap

I think I am a bit obsessed with cap recently. I have been wearing cap out to have breakfast with my family for few weeks. Haha. I don't know why. Just think it's quite fashionable especially after I watch running man and some bloggers' photos.

There is another reason I am wearing cap actually. Have you ever wake up and try to set ur hair or ur fringe but it just can't go to the right position? Yeah. That's why a cap would helps. Plus I am lazy to wash my hair sometimes but it can just get oily within 24hours after I wash it -.- I wonder why too.

Some camwhore of me wearing cap ;P